Feelings of Home

After a fun galentines evening, I decided to retreat back to my room and fix some firemen boot listings on Ebay (if we're friends on Snapchat or Instagram, you know what I'm referring to). I looked through a couple of Valentine's Day playlists on Spotify and eventually decided on the styling's of Mr. Mayer.

As soon as I hit the play button on "Emoji of a Wave" my warm fuzzy feelings of a summer spent working and interning in Nashville came back to life. My mind rewinded to those late evenings sitting in my room on my computer listening to Mayer as I dreamed of going to his concert in August (which did happen for me at NO COST thanks to some amazing friends)!

Even though the warm fuzzy feelings were short lived and not always realistic (I only lived on my own in Nashville for two full months and by the grace of a huge Creator who I totally believe exists was fine the whole summer and made it), my time down there was comfortable and blissful. Home in some aspects gives you the freedom to feel this way. Unfortunately myself and many other individuals in this world have had some of life's worst scenarios become our reality. There is a constant internal fight, pushing and pulling between the comfort we once associated with "home" versus the comfort that we wish to know and search for.

Thank you Nashville for allowing many people like myself to migrate to your heart, even though there's kinda not room for us.